The Beast Inside

She called me a fool
She broke my heart.
The tears run down my face like streams
And burn like acid.
She ripped out my heart
And threw it in the mud.
And now It has awakened.
It tells me to punish her,
Torture her,
Maim her,
Kill her slowly,
Make her suffer.
It tells me this is the only way to end my suffering
To kill the one who hurt me.
I try to resist,
It claws at me inside.
I can feel It moving,
Gnawing at my heart,
Slashing at my sides.
I do not want to hurt her,
Even though she hurt me.
I still love her,
Why can't she see that?
I have no experience in this
I haven't been able to communicate for ages.
And now It yearns to be free.
The only way out is to die,
To kill It along with me
To protect her
And the ones I love.
God, take this curse from me!
Why have you forsaken me!
Forgive me my sins,
Help me, I beg of You!
Help me...